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Oda's Thoughts

Toshinori Oda

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Ha	[Jul. 8th, 2008\|07:56 pm]
Today, I spent my day inside my families mansion, mainly in mother's garden, where I practiced playing my beloved violin. It's such a beautiful instrument and produces absolutely outstanding melodies of pure enlightenment. It sounds much better than that dreadful guitar Nanahara has....ughh, wretched tool. Even if I play flawlessly with the violin, it's as if, nobody cares, well, Kayoko tells me she likes it but it sure doesn't seem like anyone else enjoys it. Ohhh, but Shuya and his guitar, he pulls the vulgar thing out, plucks the strings even in a strumming motion, all the girls scream like bloody hell! Some of my classmates are just so pathetic to me, how can you not enjoy the sounds of a violin? How's that even possible? Gah! Whatever, I know I'm a supreme violinist and musician and I am one step above everyone, I shall become famous with it, heh, Shuya, he's nothing more than another Elvis wannabe that'll fail miserably. I hope he has fun working a job with minimum pay and suffering, wretched loser. This school trip's tomorrow, heh, I just hope I'm not forced to sit with some loser tomorrow, although, my class is filled with dimwit losers, it'll be hard not to wind up sitting with one. Pfft, just a few more years time, I'll be out of this area and rising to stardom, while most of the idiots in my class will be sucking it up to bosses going, "Yes sir!, "Right away, sir!", I will guide myself to supreme stardom and I'll be loaded with riches that'll overpower anyone else, ha, come to think of it, I'm going to be more successful than my brother too, all in due time, all in due time.
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Today

[Jul. 3rd, 2008|11:11 pm]

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Well, my mother told me to go to the beach again, once again, Tadanori drove me up there then dropped me off, completely. He had little to say to me. "You stay here, got it?! You get lost and mother finds out about it, I'll stomp your guts in!" I merely looked at him and nodded, why or how could I get lost on a beach anyways? I swear my brother has a vulgar vibe to him... :/

Well, on this Live Journal site, a few people from class added me as friends so I looked to see if I could find any of them and hang out or something. I was just walking around and Kayoko, who added me on Live Journal, came up to me, asking if I wanted to play a game of volleyball. Well, we ended up playing for a while and like I had told her, I sucked at volleyball, she said she sucked at volleyball too but she killed me in the game. I didn't really mind or care, though, I had fun. We even went for ice cream not far from the beach and talked there for a bit, that was also a lot of fun. She also seemed interested in the fact that I play violin and want to become a violinist, she even said that I could play for her some time. I think I've finally got a friend here! :D

Although, the doofus brother of mine showed up not long after that and I had to go home. I tried to stay but he kicked me in the gut and told me if I didn't go home, I'd get my face punched in. He's 5 years older than me, 5 inches taller than me, and is loved by my parents 5 times more than I am. He's supposed to inherit our food company when father dies, mum keeps on barraging me of how ugly and worthless I am compared to him. Dad pays little attention to me, it's like I barely exist to him sometimes. Rarely, mum and dad will say they love me, but they sure don't act like they do, especially compared to my brother.

Overall, I enjoyed today, though. I'm actually looking forward to this trip now...I think it might just be the trip of a lifetime. :)

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Ughh :(

[Jul. 2nd, 2008|05:51 pm]

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Today I found myself in the beach, mother told me I was starting to get chubby and she told me I had to go to the beach and play with people out there to get in shape. Brother Tadanori drove me up there and then left me there, alone. He went off flirting with girls, it's not fair, he's tall, handsome, girls love him, but then me, nobody loves me at all! I'm short, ugly, and unloved. I don't have any friends, here, none at all. How I wish I had some friends, I mean, at least over at my old school, I had Nobushige, he was an awesome friend. I've never had a girl be my friend at all, they just look at me weird, like I'm an ugly, short, loser.

That beach....*sigh*
Nobody was there next to me, not a single soul.

I watched girls like Yukie, Haruka, Chisato, Yuka, Yuko, and Satomi in their own little crowd, talking, laughing, enjoying ice cream cones and just looking like they were loving each others company. I watched Kazuhiko Yamamoto and Sakura Ogawa making out and lying in the sand by the shallow waters, I watched Mizuho, Kaori, and Megumi build sand castles together, I saw some of the taller boys like Shuya, Shinji, Hiroki, Tatsumichi, Tadakatsu, and Kazushi playing sports together. I even tried joining that circle to play even though I'm not good in sports but they just brushed me off like a toad. Hatagami pointed his stubby finger at me and laughed, "Hey look guys! Froggy!" They all laughed at me, I walked off and was once again, alone, even if I try, nobody wants to be around me. I just wish I had some friends, even one would be nice....

And this school trip, I don't even know what to think of it. Everyone seems excited but I just don't care for it, I'd have fun maybe if one of my 41 classmates understood me and was my friend. *sigh*

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Hi...

[Jul. 2nd, 2008|05:41 pm]

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I have made one of these Live Journal accounts. The class trip thing is coming up and my brother told me I should make an account and look for friends, I haven't had much luck in class, everyone just looks at me like I'm a frog. Ughh. On a side note, I'm glad that I'm making more progress on my violin, still, nobody cares about that, guitars are what everyone likes, pft. My family wouldn't even want me to touch one of those. :(

I'm going for my dinner, bye.

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